Here we are again, it seem so long we have been together but it takes just weeks and days for Allah to wake us up.
To wake me up instead. To remind me the role and responsibility of a muslim husband.
The preparation for us before marriage life.
We always say we wants to be a good Muslim after we get married. The mistake was that, we never put in effort into all this.
I admit I'm self minded, selfish and harsh.
My intension is right However my WAY of doing it is wrong.
I repent, I regret and I'm sorry.
Forgiving is easy for you, but forgetting is definitely not easy . And that is what makes you fear of me. Its not your fault for the fear.
I'm no angel, but I'm working on my mistake.
To tell the truth, the root to all this problem is not involving Allah in our relationship, then comes my attitude and commitment.
I never blame you for what had happen.
All THIS is part of Allah's plan.
I've followed allah programme, fast during the day, solat during the night. And doa and doa.
Earlier on today I dreamt myself wearing gloves and fighting outfit ready to fight.
The question I had in the dream,
Who am I fighting with, who/what am i fighting for? Since when I became a fighter?
The only think I was looking for and think was you. Nur Azzirah Binte Azlan.
I use to say maybe Allah want, maybe allah really maybe this and that.
This time I put my faith on Allah and IM SURE you are the one for me provided we follow Allah's programme.
I love your mum, dad, azdanial, Aztiara, muhaimin, ayah Lan, nenek, atuk and the best that comes from all of them is you.
I love Allah for letting me fall in love with you. I will forget the past. And will focus on the future.
You and me bukan malaikat, we make mistake.
Just don't repeat the same mistake again. We need to work on our weakness.
Anyway I miss the 'busygirl' so much. Rotary must be one lucky company for having a committed admin like her. :)
We will still doa, and see what Allah plan. But for me I will still FIGHT for you, this and for US!
May Allah grant us goodness and ease off all the task given by him. :')
To wake me up instead. To remind me the role and responsibility of a muslim husband.
The preparation for us before marriage life.
We always say we wants to be a good Muslim after we get married. The mistake was that, we never put in effort into all this.
I admit I'm self minded, selfish and harsh.
My intension is right However my WAY of doing it is wrong.
I repent, I regret and I'm sorry.
Forgiving is easy for you, but forgetting is definitely not easy . And that is what makes you fear of me. Its not your fault for the fear.
I'm no angel, but I'm working on my mistake.
To tell the truth, the root to all this problem is not involving Allah in our relationship, then comes my attitude and commitment.
I never blame you for what had happen.
All THIS is part of Allah's plan.
I've followed allah programme, fast during the day, solat during the night. And doa and doa.
Earlier on today I dreamt myself wearing gloves and fighting outfit ready to fight.
The question I had in the dream,
Who am I fighting with, who/what am i fighting for? Since when I became a fighter?
The only think I was looking for and think was you. Nur Azzirah Binte Azlan.
I use to say maybe Allah want, maybe allah really maybe this and that.
This time I put my faith on Allah and IM SURE you are the one for me provided we follow Allah's programme.
I love your mum, dad, azdanial, Aztiara, muhaimin, ayah Lan, nenek, atuk and the best that comes from all of them is you.
I love Allah for letting me fall in love with you. I will forget the past. And will focus on the future.
You and me bukan malaikat, we make mistake.
Just don't repeat the same mistake again. We need to work on our weakness.
Anyway I miss the 'busygirl' so much. Rotary must be one lucky company for having a committed admin like her. :)
We will still doa, and see what Allah plan. But for me I will still FIGHT for you, this and for US!
May Allah grant us goodness and ease off all the task given by him. :')
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